On the anniversary of a failed love, tonight I shall not be sleeping alone. I have, for company, this nagging toothache.

The scent of first rain
As my touch, pitter patters
Your unloved skin.

A Lilting Love

It is in the lilting melody of your thumri that my vagrant mind found it's path, my wayward heart it's rhythm, and my languishing love it's longing.

...till the petals fall.

You always hurt the one you love
The one you shouldn't hurt at all
You always take the sweetest rose
And crush it till the petals fall

You always break the kindest heart
With a hasty word you can't recall, so
If I broke your heart last night
It's because I love you most of all

...and that magical scene from Blue Valentine that never once fails to enchant me with all it's brilliance.

I loved,

and I loved once.

A crumpled blank paper
An eager quill, and red ink
Yours truly

Ofullkomlighet | Imperfection

"Om allt är ofullkomligt i denna ofullkomliga värld, så är kärleken mest fullkomlig i sin fullkomliga ofullkomlighet"

Jöns, Det Sjunde Inseglet


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"If all is imperfect in this imperfect world, love is the most perfect with it's perfect imperfection."

Jöns, The Seventh Seal

Yumm!

"There is no love sincerer than the love of food."

George Bernard Shaw

Together

If, for being together, there has to be pain.
Let pain be.

If, for being together, we have to hurt.
Let me hurt.
Hurt me.

Together, be.

Who is I in love with?

It's funny how different people think I is in love with different people.

For instance, A seems to think that I is in love with J, J seems to think that I is in love with M, M knows that I is in love with M but has doubts about A and J. D thinks that I is hallucinating and is in love with Æ who's an entity of I's imagination. N is under the false impression that I is in love with A. N also cautions I that I might fall crazily in love with any pretty letter if given a chance and most certainly enslave and screw I-self up!

I? I thinks. I thinks a lot. I thinks that I is in love with M but isn't quite sure who M is. Moreover, I also jumps in and out of love with M, so, I is pretty much confused about M. I is affected by certain other letters too but is quite sure that it's not in love. I also fancies many other pretty letters and is ever ready to fall in love all over again. But can I love another after M? I doesn't know. M makes I think.

Given the amount of confusion that this bloody love has caused, I is sure about one thing. I hates love.

A li'l.

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All the letters above might be a reference to someone real. If it's Ur initials, then it might be U. Given the confusion that love has created, the accuracy of this account is doubtful. Reader discretion advised.