"Om allt är ofullkomligt i denna ofullkomliga värld, så är kärleken mest fullkomlig i sin fullkomliga ofullkomlighet"
Jöns, Det Sjunde Inseglet
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"If all is imperfect in this imperfect world, love is the most perfect with it's perfect imperfection."
Jöns, The Seventh Seal
... for pushing me to the edge, for making me stronger and teaching me that nothing is impossible.
P.S. That doesn't make you any less of a bitch!
Divali, this year, has been more low key than ever. It's been just another day passing by. But the night is as strange as always. This silence after the incessantly noisy festivities haunts me, like it does every year. Though, this year, I don't have the colourful flickering lights to keep me company. They used to be very comforting. This year, I have another ghost to haunt me more than ever. What does this upcoming future have in store. Nevertheless, days go by faster than one imagines and we shall soon meet.
Lots of love and blessings for my all my wonderful friends, family and mum. Peace for dad.
Until soon!
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failures all you've known.
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go.
Let it go.
\LinkinPark/
Don't want to be in a relationship.
I'm crazy about you.
In a complicated relationship.
I love you.
It's not enough.
Don't want to be in this relationship.
The Dunning–Kruger effect is a cognitive bias in which an unskilled person makes poor decisions and reaches erroneous conclusions, but their incompetence denies them the metacognitive ability to realize their mistakes. The unskilled therefore suffer from illusory superiority, rating their own ability as above average, much higher than it actually is, while the highly skilled underrate their abilities, suffering from illusory inferiority. This leads to the situation in which less competent people rate their own ability higher than more competent people. It also explains why actual competence may weaken self-confidence: because competent individuals falsely assume that others have an equivalent understanding. "Thus, the miscalibration of the incompetent stems from an error about the self, whereas the miscalibration of the highly competent stems from an error about others."
Source: Wikipedia
"It's easy to fall into that thing — 'poor, poor me', that's where songs like 'Crawling' come from: I can't take myself. But that song is about taking responsibility for your actions. I don't say 'you' at any point. It's about how I'm the reason that I feel this way. There's something inside me that pulls me down."
Chester Bennington, Linkin Park.
stirred again, the urges surge
rising above the rest
and old demons re-emerge
at his rash behest
their insane impulsive fire
searing from within
burns the serpent of desire
crawling 'neath the skin
scraping it, cutting it
making it bleed
and a monstrous fit
is what a monster needs
starved, bled, weakened
to the bedposts, strapped
the monster left alone
is a monster trapped
Sometimes, the floodgates have to let go.
Then, we fill again.
And then, we stand strong and still again.
You got your love online.
You think you're doing fine.
But you're just plugged into the wall.
...because that's the purpose for which Man created God.
Helplessly chained together and murderously making love, to burn the other to ashes with the rabid friction searing them as they push-pull in a frenzy of opposite directions.
What we need is life insurance to be resident doctors here. Who knows, the relatives of the patients might just beat us to death.
